:Re-Uni0n:

   Ape salah klu ak st0ry psal reuni0n kan..even xrmai yg tau asal usul ak (mysterious bl0gger) k0n0nnye... haha Tapi mmg bnyak p0int yg leh ak citer psal re-uni0n ni.mmg sgt ser0n0k klu dpt spend time tuk kwn2 yg da lama xjumpa..mcm2 citer kua n mcm2 prubahan yg dpt ak tg0k.Time ak p re-union tu..mmg excited..3tahun xjupe k0t ngan de0rg (except my exbf..4bulan xjupe pas breakup.) haha ..tp de sndri bnyak brubah..

trus mlangkah..

   Gelagat de0rg bile dpt jupe mmg the best ever,, dpt citer ttg pkembangan masing2..dpt mengimbau citer time study dlu..Aiseymen.. tiap m0ment depan mata ak ni..sgt perfect dude.. xdpt ak luah dgn kata2..ak masih tsenyum ingtkn situasi tsebut.. haha bila msing2 kutuk size bdan..psal perut b0r0i.ape da..sume da ade life yg tbaik..pr0ud wit them.ak pun pr0ud to b myself. Alhamdulilah dpt gak gathering cmni even msing2 busy dgn kerjaya..

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     Ak admit la..kwn2 la yg tbaik time kita susah senang..ak juga kagum ngan persahabatan kami..haha ak xkn ade kwn2 yg tlalu mhargai each other sperti mereka.. Detik ati ak..ak mmg ptut lebihkn kwn2 dr special 1..(selagi he is n0t my husband).. Sepanjang re-uni0n,ak btegur sapa ngan my exbf..siyes xdpt nk pandang muka de..rase simpati.huhu muka de penuh rase bsalah..tp ak xmampu nk bgtau de..yg ak da maafkn de.. bile de tnyekn pkembangan ak..yeS! i hav p0int.. sy da ade bf.. hahaa part tu ak suka..means ak ade org nak.even kamu dump ak..hahaa sengal2 bdan da..bganda2... aish! citer sedih xleh men2..sambung blik..ak xde plak tnye psal de..bhgia ke..bile nk kawen..xkua sume s0klan tu..cmne tu..mayb ak da xnk amek tau pe yg de plih..janji ak da d0akn de bhgia 4bulan yg lalu..

   Ak dr nk blik ari tpaksa check in h0tel..syg tul nk tggal best m0ment ever ni.hahaa bnyak tul citer ngan de0rg.. siyes! penat drive ilang ble dpt lepak ke pagi ngan kwn2... hehee 0k la.. nk p cari s0mething yg ak xtau pe de.. nanti pe2 ak update lagi..hehee Taradaaaa....

::Whats g0in 0n..

  Alamak...da bln Jun rupanye.mcm2 ak lupa nk update.hehe really bz ngan new h0bby..ak jd ph0t0grapher tuk wedding events..siyes sgt enj0y.kepuasan bganda bila dpt snap pic yg tcantik (even hanya di mata sendiri) thanks tuk my sifu..i get new experience ble f0ll0w expert ph0tographer..haha muka kagum aje mcik2 kt meja bile ade cameragirl kt wedding..aish! tlebih sudah..haha

   Bila da ade h0bby bru cmni..ak mula la bgiat.My sis engaged awal bln ri tu ak gak yg snap m0ment2 tbaik.. sgt kagum ngan hasil sndri..haha Thanks G0d bg ak chance to create perfect life..btul la 0rg ckp..Tuhan bg kita ujan..tuk hadiahkn kita pelangi.. Aiseymen..ni kes tg0k Nora Elena tv3 series..hehe  ape2 pun tiap ari ak mampu bgun dgn lebih mhargai idup ni..Alhamdulilah...

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Last week..ak tlalu penat nk pk psal 'REUNION'..huaaa mcm2 ak pk..jap rasa nk p..jap cam xready nk p.. Ak tpaksa ngadap my ex-bf.. 0tak ni ligat pk klu de bwak gf bru de..kes naya ak..haha bukan nk kata ak ni kesah n syg de lagi..ni kes ak leh ke btahan..ak pun da xsalahkn de n gf cun de tu.. da benda nk jd..takdir k.. ayat pling redha ak kasi kaw2.. Tp ati sape leh tau..pas pk msak2..ak decide ak nk p..ak xleh lari jauh pun. G pun kwn2 ak m0re imp0rtant..bila g dpt gathering cmtu..

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  Dalam waktu ak perah 0tak pk..my sifu ajak kua..hehe sembang citer ttg life..de bnyak mbantu tuk bg clear pe yg ak serabut tu..mmg btul2 sifu lah..hehe spanjang pjalanan ak pk msak2..ak decide t0 giv a chance kt s0me1..tolak tambah bahagi..ak plih dis guy..ak tg0k de xpenah giv up..dlu ak rimas ngan de.. tp ble tg0k de bnyak bsabar n care ab0t me.. yeS! i ch00se t0 m0ve 0n..n i shud try.. cmne ak nk tau benda tu good or n0t if i scared t0 ch00se.. giv a try babe!

At the end..ak bg En.Petronas 2bulan..pluang cmne ak sndri xsure..tp dlm temp0h tu kami same2 knal ati budi.haha g pun ak nampak de aje yg siyes...h0pe de la 0rg ke3.. insyallah...bef0re p reunion ak da bstatus 'in relationship'..hahaa c0nfident level ak da mningkat da..xde la exbf ak pk ak xleh m0ve 0n g.. nanti xde la nampak ak ni xde 0rg nak..Damn! hahaa kesengalan ak bganda.. tp mmg ser0n0k j0in reunion tu.. ada kwn2 yg sgt caring n gelak xingt.lepak sampai pg.. mmg tbaik lah..

Ok la..time t0 c0ntinue my w0rk..ape2 pun..thanks.. juz pray yg tbaik.keep m0ving.. keep smile.. hanya mampu rindu kngan lalu... Taradaaa.... :)

G0 wit the fl0w..

   Da lama xmbebel kt cni..s0 busy lately ni.ak busy ngan interview..busy tuk siapkn pr0posal tender..busy lepak ngan kwn2.. hehe kalah wakil rakyat da ak ni.. Skg ni..ak cuba mlapangkn msa tuk dec0rate my st0ry here.. 2-3 minggu ni ak ckup hepi dengan perjalanan idup ak.. mula dgn kisah secret admirer.kwn pd kwn(leh pcaya ke)..keje da bgus..0il n gas field.. rupa n0t bad..jiwang tlampa0.. haha cuma yg ak xbest ble rase dipancing secara xikhlas.. maybe de pk de ade duit de leh dpt mne2 girl de suka.. wr0ng pers0n la dude.. ak wat jual mahal..haha makin lame ak knal de.. mmg de caring..(tlampa0).. cuma xserasi part memaksa.. de arap ak tuk jadi tlalu perfect.. aish!! fail la.. s0rry la..im n0t ready t0 giv any c0mitment..kikih.. kejam plak rasenye..tp itu baik utk msa dtg..dr trus bg harapan bek ak reject awal2.. hahaa

secret admirer

  Sambung plak citer se0rg pilot..hehe kerjaya da bgus.. yg part ak lemau..tiap kali kua mkn..de yg decide pe yg ptut ak mkn..x ke sengal name nye tu..huhuh blum pe2 da nk c0ntr0l what shud i ch00se... payah2..ak decide tuk mjauhkn dri.. pe nk dipikirkn klu guys yg dtg dlm idup ak sume cam xkamceng ngan jiwa ak.. pe nk gelisah klu xde guys yg nk tman mkn.. janji ak tetap bhgia.. malas nk pk ttg kisah2 r0mantik ni.. pe2 pun ak cuba mhargai tiap detik yg ak lalui.. Alhamdulilah... cuma kdg2 b0san dan penat dgn keadaan yg ak sendri xpham pe yg ptut ak plih..
  Kesudah la benda yg ak mrapu tuk mlm ni..hahaa b0san kn.. xpe la..janji tluah kisah idup ak tuk 2minggu ni... siyes..b0san ngan rentak idup ni..tp cam ak slalu ckp slagi kita ckp b0san..mmg b0san la life kita ni.. hahaa s0 hav fun babe.. try cri s0mething yg leh wat kita enj0y.. activity bese yg ak wat ptg2 blik keje p j0gging.. xpun mlm2 p men b0wling.. tg0k wyg.. even weekdays..ak tetap enj0y.haha k0n0n nye xnk pk sgt sal keje pun...xnk pk sal msalah pe2; kdg2 ade rase org xsuka cara kita..ade 0rg mnyampah ngan kita.. tp ati ni kna gak think p0sitive..

p/s: Sampai bila ak nk trus camni..haha bile nk ketemu bintang ati ye.. mayb bile ak btul2 ready n lepaskn kngan dlu k0t.. hehe whatever lah.. juz g0 thr0ugh wit perfect smile.. (",)

how to forget...

smlm aku ade bace tips pasal nak lupekan someone....ni tak kesah la ko nak lupekan buah hati ke...kawan2 yang dah tak nak kawan or ape k...1st mase aku bace pasal tips ni..aku rase asal la cam bangang sgt tips ni..but bile aku pk2 balik ade gak logicnye...so here the tips..so sape nak try by all mean try it...but any risk please tanggung sendiri k..

how to forget someone:-

1) korang write surat for ur self dlm 10 pucuk surat den pos the letter pastu dpt korang reply lg smp korang rase time korang fill up by writing to urself non-stop...

2) if rase cam sunyi gile n nak ade kawan2 korang leh la masuk ym ke fb ke..if nak lagi extream korang pg la beli URTV masuk dlm ruang berkenalan (still ade ke org join bnd2 ni)

3) if still korang rase mcm tak leh gak nak lupakan someone tu try panjat bangunan tinggi or plg selamat tangga la n terjun kasi hentak sikit kepala, if korang still leh igt gak... korang try next step

4) try ketuk kepala korang ngn tukul bg smp korang betul2 leh ilang ingatan...if tak sanggup suh la mane2 org yg rase2 benci korang sure die leh hentak kaw2 punye...

moral of the story....we really cannot forget someone forgive we shud be able to give plus sape kta nak hukum manusia sepanjang hayat everyone deserve second chance dlm life ni....but to forget someone we might not be able...move on tu ye utk mcm lupakan ko sape yek aku pnh knl ke bnd tu paling tak boleh buat unless k0rang kne alzhiemer..

S0 for those people other there if u wish to forget ni je aku leh tlg....find a way to move on..bnda ni just G0d games we dunn0 what will happen to us at the end and what the G0d already plan for us..just pray harder to make our life easier....ni sume rahsia idup..so please st0p digging nanti tak surprise dah....

Its called a breakup c0z its br0ken

   Last nite ak kua wit my housemate n my cni0r..hehe excited nk kua hanging 0ut kt kL..Nk p mkn kt kg Baru, medan tuk mlantak ngan pelbagai mknan..ser0n0k mkn area tu bnyak plihan da ler xmahal sgt.. Pas mkn kami p KLCC k0n0n nk tg0k wayang tp psal xde citer best..ingt da kua Pirates of Carribean..s0 kami mnyusuri keserabutan org rmai bduyun2 nk cari entertainment lain... s0 kami decide nk p Kinokuniya Bookst0re.. mcari buku Men fr0m mArs w0men fr0m Venus.. ak cuba mcari version yg my past cni0r looking c0nfius upenye bnyak editi0n.. utk xmc0nfiuskan dri ak letak blik buku tu,,ak mcapai satu buku...
" its called breakup because its br0ken".. writer by Greg Behrents... de nye title mcm best.. tp suasana kt b00kst0re tu cam rmai2 wat ak mbace sekilas lalu ajee..... cuma yg ak tau its p0int.. jgn mudah mengalah bile kita kna dump..its nature.. like dis quote 'Not all relationship meant to last forever even when you are in love because some of the love stories are short stories…Dun regret for 1 second that make you happy, enjoy it n if anything happen stop, cry for a while and run back wild... hehe 

  Hey Girls.. d0nt cry for dis stupid thing..nothing to loss.. u r n0t part of his life.. and i kn0e kita should m0ve 0n.. like i said.. single can mingle...hehehe d0nt hav curfew time for us to hanging 0ut.. xyah nk anta report da kt sape2.. xyah nk jga ati s0me0ne yg dlu kon0n nye penting tuk kita.. we r not a girl sitting alone wit a b0x of tissue and empty can of icecream..k0n0n2 frust mnangis xblagu n mkn icecream tuk mnyejukkn ati yg lara.. damn! its stupid act klu kita nk bsedih duka lara.. n0..n0.. penah dgr lagu R0ssa? hey ladies.. skrg cinta pkai 0tak.. hey ladies jgn mau bilang lemah... lalalaa xpun kita layan la lagu 'jar of heart'.. best gak.. wh0 u think u are.. s0 d0nt c0me back f0r me!!.. 
 

breakup~

     
      Its time t0 start turning ur breakup int0 a break0ver... love urself bru org sekeliling kan syg kamu.. kamu kna cantik bru org kagum ngan kamu..cantik dr dalaman dan luaran.. jgn c0z jiwa tsiksa kerna cinta.. love is n0thing.. when pe0ple say love is the imp0rtant thing in dis w0rld.. i admit it.. f0rtunately i LOVE m0ney.. s0 cinta t0lak tepi.hehe fr0m my view.. when tjadi s0mething yg md0wn kan ak..ak cpat2 take it as positive ways... ak cuba pilih tuk trus maju.. n n0w.. im d0ne..(n0t really).. hehe 
Da penat ak mbebel n mngisi msa lapang kt b00kst0re.ak mngajak my cni0r n my h0usemate p mkn cake yg ak idam2 kn.. new arrival.hahaa cheese choc berries.. try la.hee tp xkna ngan my taste.. still nk indulgence gak.. sentap!heehehe

delicious but still n0t my fav0rite!

     Pastu kami tringin sambung xtvt briadah.. kami decide p men b0wling kt Ampang p0int.. then p Karaoke di Ampang pArk..b00k small r00m..mlalak la kami.still pk h0pe xmlalaikan..hehe insyallah. Ak layan la lagu fauziah latif.. 'Setia ku k0rbankn'..haha sebak babe.. 0pps.. xpe2..cam slalu ak bgtau its n0rmal to miiss kngan n d0nt make it halangan tuk kamu m0ve on.. only time can heal 0ur hurt.haha yg penting kita d0akan yg baik2 je tuk de.. keep smile wit perfect smile 0k.. Alamak.. ak lapar lagi.haha kami mnuju ke kg Baru..mkn t0myam fam0us di situ.. then kami p jupe kwn pd cni0r ak..ak knal de..ensem n sweet tp.. susah nk ckp.hahaa de nye usha kt ak cam nk telan.. still r0mantic..even kami knal n de ajak ak kua bnyak kali ak t0lak.. nek superbike babe.aduh! kecewa c0z ati ak n0t ready g.hahaa bye2 l0ve.. welc0me t0 my w0rld of m0ney..m0ney.. hahaa 
        Sebelum ak tlupe..ak rase cinta ni xpenting sebenarnye.. slama c0uple ni hanya responsible each other to be love.. erm.. cinta tu xde slagi kta xnikah n de bukan suami kita.. its my 0pinion lah.. hahaa s0 ak decide 3taun mcari CINTA.. haha lame tu.. ak xtau la.. even ade guy yg k0non syg sepenuh jiwa tabur duit n kemewahan camne pun..klu xcinta xleh paksa kan.. s0 d0nt waste ur time dude..ak xnk bg harapan kt sape2.. hehe im happy single cmni.. mekaseh!! penat da mrapu.. pas lepak2 mngutuk n citer ttg idup.. kami pulang ke rumah.. 
p/s: hahaa really enj0y dis weekend.. cam da lame xkua hepi2 cmni.. mekaseh ye pada yg tlibat.hehe

waiting is pain....

should i wait for you or not???

just tell me what to do....

i hate you so much cause doing this to me...

do you know u killing me from inside

i cant think, cant breath just thinking about u all day long...

p/s: please say something even though it will kill me but at least u tell me the truth...and i can move on

h0w to enj0y ur life n ur j0b..

Last week ak kua wit my cni0r jalan2 tenangkn jiwa..msalah kami same..cara kami berbeza..hehe bukan itu yg ak nk citer kan...btul la ckp kwn ak.. cmne ujian dugaan kita lalui kita sndri yg perlu kuat.. kwn2 hanya mampu bgtau kita bsabar..bsabar.. hehee sambung citer td.. pas kami pusing mall yg xbrape bsar tu..kami p mkn cake indulgence at sR.. sembang2 jap..kami mcari xtvt yg btauliah..kami msuk POPULAR..bookstore tuk mcari buku cni0r ak impikan.. w0men fr0m Venus man fr0m Mars.. tp xjupe..ak plak mbelek2 buku msakan 1hari 1recipe.. alamak..bestnye msakan dlm ni..haha ser0n0k plak jd nye.. da bkenan ak sambar la.then mengushar2 ruang legar n bjalan2 cuci mata..

cute x kami b2..haha

 Ak tsedar dan trus mlangkah ke self enhancement area..cam sesuai plak nk muhasabah dri dgn mlihat2 buku yg muka kulit yg xbrapa cantik tp isi nye bgus2... ak offer n pr0mote buku 'The Secret' tuk my cni0r.. ak da bce buku tu bnyak kali.mmg best n memotivatee ak tuk lebih matang dlm idup..chewah! Hahaha sambil cni0r ak mnyel0ngkar isi perut buku tbabit..ak mengeledah buku2 yg ada.. ak tertarik ngan buku ni..ak bace.. ak tduduk tepi rak.. hehe tajuk de cam sesuai tuk ak.. nk hepikan idup n keje.. selepas dok mbaca intipati ckit2.. ak ungkaikan sin0psis tuk k0rg ye... writer: Dale Carnegies k0t..hahaaha

      H0w to make ur day more exciting and rewarding.. H0w to get m0re d0ne and hav m0re fun to d0ing it:
First of all..kita sendiri perlu wat org sekeliling kita ni m0re imp0rtant xkira kwn2..family..pcik taxi..mcik nasi lemak..pakguard yg slalu tsengih mnanti di pintu msuk.. ak cuba m'adaptasi petua ni dan w0w! btul2 bkesan k0t.. ak kua p keje senyum je.. breakfast mcm slalu dgn senyuman n mhormati org sekeliling wat ak lebih rase dihargai sebenarnye... try it~ make 0ther people feel important n do it sincerely..
        2nd: Av0id unnecessary tensi0n,save ur energies f0r ur imp0rtant duties.. yela kan..watpe kita nk pk sgt mmg la keje ni xpenah abes..baik kita pk yg mudah2 je.. nanti blik keje nk p tg0k wyg..nk sembang ngan dak umah.. nk kua tg0k b0la kt pakli k0pitiam sambil usha 'lauk2 panas'..haha worth it k0t tuk ak enj0y2.. tension f0r what kan.. haha chill dude...
  Ak lapar la.. bleh x ak ringkaskan kt cni point2 yg ak ingt2 lupe.. 3rd  Get people to say YES immediately which means bcampur la ngan org yg sentiasa yg sukarela mbantu kita susah senang.. erm..jenis org2 susah nk mbantu ni susah la kita.. mnambah beban kita n stress kita adalah..abes cmne kita nk enj0y in life klu xde org yg bpikiran positif mcm kita? hahaa
 Last.. keep smile whatever yg tjadi..pe org cakap..smile in the face of critisicm and bgtau dri kita... u hav done, ur very best..puji la dri sndri babe.. pe2 pun kita syg dri kita.. luck tu dtg tkinja2 nanti ha.. hargai urself bru org2 kt lua sana nk hargai dri kita.. best2.. tup.. ak tutup buku..ak senyum kelat.. alamak da nk maghrib.. kak.j0m p s0lat.. lalaala ak pun q kt counter..byar tuk buku msakan sahaja.. then ak mnyusul sperti ular yg kelaparan... taradaaa.... see? my life very sweet? like my smile rite? hahaa ak da xtau nk mrapu pe.. k0rg bukan nk layan pun bl0g ak.. taradaaaaa....

muka keb0sanan mrapu2..hahaa

p/s: Ak kecewa ngan blindate h0usemate ak tu.. hahaa de seksa jiwa h0usemate ak tu.. pada lelaki bkenaan..sila la bg resp0nd yg munasabah..jgn bdiam dri.. slama ni kamu sibuk m'nackle2 housemate ak..nape skg kamu mnyepi.. ak kesian kt de.. hahaa plez make she laugh n enj0y sperti dlu kala....