Da lama xmbebel kt cni..s0 busy lately ni.ak busy ngan interview..busy tuk siapkn pr0posal tender..busy lepak ngan kwn2.. hehe kalah wakil rakyat da ak ni.. Skg ni..ak cuba mlapangkn msa tuk dec0rate my st0ry here.. 2-3 minggu ni ak ckup hepi dengan perjalanan idup ak.. mula dgn kisah secret admirer.kwn pd kwn(leh pcaya ke)..keje da bgus..0il n gas field.. rupa n0t bad..jiwang tlampa0.. haha cuma yg ak xbest ble rase dipancing secara xikhlas.. maybe de pk de ade duit de leh dpt mne2 girl de suka.. wr0ng pers0n la dude.. ak wat jual mahal..haha makin lame ak knal de.. mmg de caring..(tlampa0).. cuma xserasi part memaksa.. de arap ak tuk jadi tlalu perfect.. aish!! fail la.. s0rry la..im n0t ready t0 giv any c0mitment..kikih.. kejam plak rasenye..tp itu baik utk msa dtg..dr trus bg harapan bek ak reject awal2.. hahaa
secret admirer
Sambung plak citer se0rg pilot..hehe kerjaya da bgus.. yg part ak lemau..tiap kali kua mkn..de yg decide pe yg ptut ak mkn..x ke sengal name nye tu..huhuh blum pe2 da nk c0ntr0l what shud i ch00se... payah2..ak decide tuk mjauhkn dri.. pe nk dipikirkn klu guys yg dtg dlm idup ak sume cam xkamceng ngan jiwa ak.. pe nk gelisah klu xde guys yg nk tman mkn.. janji ak tetap bhgia.. malas nk pk ttg kisah2 r0mantik ni.. pe2 pun ak cuba mhargai tiap detik yg ak lalui.. Alhamdulilah... cuma kdg2 b0san dan penat dgn keadaan yg ak sendri xpham pe yg ptut ak plih..
Kesudah la benda yg ak mrapu tuk mlm ni..hahaa b0san kn.. xpe la..janji tluah kisah idup ak tuk 2minggu ni... siyes..b0san ngan rentak idup ni..tp cam ak slalu ckp slagi kita ckp b0san..mmg b0san la life kita ni.. hahaa s0 hav fun babe.. try cri s0mething yg leh wat kita enj0y.. activity bese yg ak wat ptg2 blik keje p j0gging.. xpun mlm2 p men b0wling.. tg0k wyg.. even weekdays..ak tetap enj0y.haha k0n0n nye xnk pk sgt sal keje pun...xnk pk sal msalah pe2; kdg2 ade rase org xsuka cara kita..ade 0rg mnyampah ngan kita.. tp ati ni kna gak think p0sitive..
p/s: Sampai bila ak nk trus camni..haha bile nk ketemu bintang ati ye.. mayb bile ak btul2 ready n lepaskn kngan dlu k0t.. hehe whatever lah.. juz g0 thr0ugh wit perfect smile.. (",)
smlm aku ade bace tips pasal nak lupekan someone....ni tak kesah la ko nak lupekan buah hati ke...kawan2 yang dah tak nak kawan or ape k...1st mase aku bace pasal tips ni..aku rase asal la cam bangang sgt tips ni..but bile aku pk2 balik ade gak logicnye...so here the tips..so sape nak try by all mean try it...but any risk please tanggung sendiri k..
how to forget someone:-
1) korang write surat for ur self dlm 10 pucuk surat den pos the letter pastu dpt korang reply lg smp korang rase time korang fill up by writing to urself non-stop...
2) if rase cam sunyi gile n nak ade kawan2 korang leh la masuk ym ke fb ke..if nak lagi extream korang pg la beli URTV masuk dlm ruang berkenalan (still ade ke org join bnd2 ni)
3) if still korang rase mcm tak leh gak nak lupakan someone tu try panjat bangunan tinggi or plg selamat tangga la n terjun kasi hentak sikit kepala, if korang still leh igt gak... korang try next step
4) try ketuk kepala korang ngn tukul bg smp korang betul2 leh ilang ingatan...if tak sanggup suh la mane2 org yg rase2 benci korang sure die leh hentak kaw2 punye...
moral of the story....we really cannot forget someone forgive we shud be able to give plus sape kta nak hukum manusia sepanjang hayat everyone deserve second chance dlm life ni....but to forget someone we might not be able...move on tu ye utk mcm lupakan ko sape yek aku pnh knl ke bnd tu paling tak boleh buat unless k0rang kne alzhiemer..
S0 for those people other there if u wish to forget ni je aku leh tlg....find a way to move on..bnda ni just G0d games we dunn0 what will happen to us at the end and what the G0d already plan for us..just pray harder to make our life easier....ni sume rahsia idup..so please st0p digging nanti tak surprise dah....
Last nite ak kua wit my housemate n my cni0r..hehe excited nk kua hanging 0ut kt kL..Nk p mkn kt kg Baru, medan tuk mlantak ngan pelbagai mknan..ser0n0k mkn area tu bnyak plihan da ler xmahal sgt.. Pas mkn kami p KLCC k0n0n nk tg0k wayang tp psal xde citer best..ingt da kua Pirates of Carribean..s0 kami mnyusuri keserabutan org rmai bduyun2 nk cari entertainment lain... s0 kami decide nk p Kinokuniya Bookst0re.. mcari buku Men fr0m mArs w0men fr0m Venus.. ak cuba mcari version yg my past cni0r looking c0nfius upenye bnyak editi0n.. utk xmc0nfiuskan dri ak letak blik buku tu,,ak mcapai satu buku...
" its called breakup because its br0ken".. writer by Greg Behrents... de nye title mcm best.. tp suasana kt b00kst0re tu cam rmai2 wat ak mbace sekilas lalu ajee..... cuma yg ak tau its p0int.. jgn mudah mengalah bile kita kna dump..its nature.. like dis quote 'Not all relationship meant to last forever even when you are in love because some of the love stories are short stories…Dun regret for 1 second that make you happy, enjoy it n if anything happen stop, cry for a while and run back wild... hehe
Hey Girls.. d0nt cry for dis stupid thing..nothing to loss.. u r n0t part of his life.. and i kn0e kita should m0ve 0n.. like i said.. single can mingle...hehehe d0nt hav curfew time for us to hanging 0ut.. xyah nk anta report da kt sape2.. xyah nk jga ati s0me0ne yg dlu kon0n nye penting tuk kita.. we r not a girl sitting alone wit a b0x of tissue and empty can of icecream..k0n0n2 frust mnangis xblagu n mkn icecream tuk mnyejukkn ati yg lara.. damn! its stupid act klu kita nk bsedih duka lara.. n0..n0.. penah dgr lagu R0ssa? hey ladies.. skrg cinta pkai 0tak.. hey ladies jgn mau bilang lemah... lalalaa xpun kita layan la lagu 'jar of heart'.. best gak.. wh0 u think u are.. s0 d0nt c0me back f0r me!!..
breakup~
Its time t0 start turning ur breakup int0 a break0ver... love urself bru org sekeliling kan syg kamu.. kamu kna cantik bru org kagum ngan kamu..cantik dr dalaman dan luaran.. jgn c0z jiwa tsiksa kerna cinta.. love is n0thing.. when pe0ple say love is the imp0rtant thing in dis w0rld.. i admit it.. f0rtunately i LOVE m0ney.. s0 cinta t0lak tepi.hehe fr0m my view.. when tjadi s0mething yg md0wn kan ak..ak cpat2 take it as positive ways... ak cuba pilih tuk trus maju.. n n0w.. im d0ne..(n0t really).. hehe Da penat ak mbebel n mngisi msa lapang kt b00kst0re.ak mngajak my cni0r n my h0usemate p mkn cake yg ak idam2 kn.. new arrival.hahaa cheese choc berries.. try la.hee tp xkna ngan my taste.. still nk indulgence gak.. sentap!heehehe
delicious but still n0t my fav0rite!
Pastu kami tringin sambung xtvt briadah.. kami decide p men b0wling kt Ampang p0int.. then p Karaoke di Ampang pArk..b00k small r00m..mlalak la kami.still pk h0pe xmlalaikan..hehe insyallah. Ak layan la lagu fauziah latif.. 'Setia ku k0rbankn'..haha sebak babe.. 0pps.. xpe2..cam slalu ak bgtau its n0rmal to miiss kngan n d0nt make it halangan tuk kamu m0ve on.. only time can heal 0ur hurt.haha yg penting kita d0akan yg baik2 je tuk de.. keep smile wit perfect smile 0k.. Alamak.. ak lapar lagi.haha kami mnuju ke kg Baru..mkn t0myam fam0us di situ.. then kami p jupe kwn pd cni0r ak..ak knal de..ensem n sweet tp.. susah nk ckp.hahaa de nye usha kt ak cam nk telan.. still r0mantic..even kami knal n de ajak ak kua bnyak kali ak t0lak.. nek superbike babe.aduh! kecewa c0z ati ak n0t ready g.hahaa bye2 l0ve.. welc0me t0 my w0rld of m0ney..m0ney.. hahaa Sebelum ak tlupe..ak rase cinta ni xpenting sebenarnye.. slama c0uple ni hanya responsible each other to be love.. erm.. cinta tu xde slagi kta xnikah n de bukan suami kita.. its my 0pinion lah.. hahaa s0 ak decide 3taun mcari CINTA.. haha lame tu.. ak xtau la.. even ade guy yg k0non syg sepenuh jiwa tabur duit n kemewahan camne pun..klu xcinta xleh paksa kan.. s0 d0nt waste ur time dude..ak xnk bg harapan kt sape2.. hehe im happy single cmni.. mekaseh!! penat da mrapu.. pas lepak2 mngutuk n citer ttg idup.. kami pulang ke rumah.. p/s: hahaa really enj0y dis weekend.. cam da lame xkua hepi2 cmni.. mekaseh ye pada yg tlibat.hehe
Last week ak kua wit my cni0r jalan2 tenangkn jiwa..msalah kami same..cara kami berbeza..hehe bukan itu yg ak nk citer kan...btul la ckp kwn ak.. cmne ujian dugaan kita lalui kita sndri yg perlu kuat.. kwn2 hanya mampu bgtau kita bsabar..bsabar.. hehee sambung citer td.. pas kami pusing mall yg xbrape bsar tu..kami p mkn cake indulgence at sR.. sembang2 jap..kami mcari xtvt yg btauliah..kami msuk POPULAR..bookstore tuk mcari buku cni0r ak impikan.. w0men fr0m Venus man fr0m Mars.. tp xjupe..ak plak mbelek2 buku msakan 1hari 1recipe.. alamak..bestnye msakan dlm ni..haha ser0n0k plak jd nye.. da bkenan ak sambar la.then mengushar2 ruang legar n bjalan2 cuci mata..
cute x kami b2..haha
Ak tsedar dan trus mlangkah ke self enhancement area..cam sesuai plak nk muhasabah dri dgn mlihat2 buku yg muka kulit yg xbrapa cantik tp isi nye bgus2... ak offer n pr0mote buku 'The Secret' tuk my cni0r.. ak da bce buku tu bnyak kali.mmg best n memotivatee ak tuk lebih matang dlm idup..chewah! Hahaha sambil cni0r ak mnyel0ngkar isi perut buku tbabit..ak mengeledah buku2 yg ada.. ak tertarik ngan buku ni..ak bace.. ak tduduk tepi rak.. hehe tajuk de cam sesuai tuk ak.. nk hepikan idup n keje.. selepas dok mbaca intipati ckit2.. ak ungkaikan sin0psis tuk k0rg ye... writer: Dale Carnegies k0t..hahaaha
H0w to make ur day more exciting and rewarding.. H0w to get m0re d0ne and hav m0re fun to d0ing it:
First of all..kita sendiri perlu wat org sekeliling kita ni m0re imp0rtant xkira kwn2..family..pcik taxi..mcik nasi lemak..pakguard yg slalu tsengih mnanti di pintu msuk.. ak cuba m'adaptasi petua ni dan w0w! btul2 bkesan k0t.. ak kua p keje senyum je.. breakfast mcm slalu dgn senyuman n mhormati org sekeliling wat ak lebih rase dihargai sebenarnye... try it~ make 0ther people feel important n do it sincerely..
2nd: Av0id unnecessary tensi0n,save ur energies f0r ur imp0rtant duties.. yela kan..watpe kita nk pk sgt mmg la keje ni xpenah abes..baik kita pk yg mudah2 je.. nanti blik keje nk p tg0k wyg..nk sembang ngan dak umah.. nk kua tg0k b0la kt pakli k0pitiam sambil usha 'lauk2 panas'..haha worth it k0t tuk ak enj0y2.. tension f0r what kan.. haha chill dude...
Ak lapar la.. bleh x ak ringkaskan kt cni point2 yg ak ingt2 lupe.. 3rd Get people to say YES immediately which means bcampur la ngan org yg sentiasa yg sukarela mbantu kita susah senang.. erm..jenis org2 susah nk mbantu ni susah la kita.. mnambah beban kita n stress kita adalah..abes cmne kita nk enj0y in life klu xde org yg bpikiran positif mcm kita? hahaa
Last.. keep smile whatever yg tjadi..pe org cakap..smile in the face of critisicm and bgtau dri kita... u hav done, ur very best..puji la dri sndri babe.. pe2 pun kita syg dri kita.. luck tu dtg tkinja2 nanti ha.. hargai urself bru org2 kt lua sana nk hargai dri kita.. best2.. tup.. ak tutup buku..ak senyum kelat.. alamak da nk maghrib.. kak.j0m p s0lat.. lalaala ak pun q kt counter..byar tuk buku msakan sahaja.. then ak mnyusul sperti ular yg kelaparan... taradaaa.... see? my life very sweet? like my smile rite? hahaa ak da xtau nk mrapu pe.. k0rg bukan nk layan pun bl0g ak.. taradaaaaa....
muka keb0sanan mrapu2..hahaa
p/s: Ak kecewa ngan blindate h0usemate ak tu.. hahaa de seksa jiwa h0usemate ak tu.. pada lelaki bkenaan..sila la bg resp0nd yg munasabah..jgn bdiam dri.. slama ni kamu sibuk m'nackle2 housemate ak..nape skg kamu mnyepi.. ak kesian kt de.. hahaa plez make she laugh n enj0y sperti dlu kala....
ishhhh...aku serius tak paham dengan laki ni...knp bile kt tak nak die keep on nak pakse but bile kt tunjuk kt nak den die akan blah or buat mcm hey slow down knp nak cepat sangat....
and another thing...if dah tak suke or ko ade gurl lain at least say something...dun let people hanging mcm tu je...pompuan tu pun mcm terpikir2 aku ni shud move on or shud stay tunggu ko..karang aku tunggu ko lame2 and aku lak dtg jemputan kawin ko...time tu if aku ckp ko curang sure ko jwp i tak pnh suh u tunggu i...simple je bnd ni dun waste people time...ko nak pg dekat girl lain pun at least be a guy for once end kan bnd yg ko mula...ko start ushar aku n if ko berubah hati ckp la...kurang2 bg la aku chance nak maki ko...lempar air dekat muka (dis one aku serius nak try...hehehehhe please God give me chance) and same2 boleh move on..manusia ni bukan kejam pun...people do forgive and forget after all dah tak jodoh....
arghhh...lega hati aku leh come out ngn post ni...aku just ckp bnd yg general k tak de kne mengena ngn sape2 pun...
morning...haahahah (gelak evil) pagi yang indah ni aku nak talk pasal soulmate...mst ramai yg pikir soulmate ni mst bf / gf kan??kan???kan??? soulmate bg aku is someone yang kt panggil kawan, sahabat, teman or babe...coz bg aku bf / gf ni conditional love they may come and go aku tau korang mst nak ckp kawan2 pun same jgk..but kawan2 penah ke ko jnj pape???mcm ko jnj akan sehidup semati, laut berapi pun ko sanggup nak renang semua??? some friendship it come from unconditional love...even ko perangai cam setan nak mati pun ko perasan tak ade kawan yg akan stay ngn ko...n bile ko senang ko lupe dieorg but bile ko ssh dieorg yg cari ko dulu nak bg ko bantuan...ko penah perasan tak ade kawan2 yang mcmtu...cer check dlm friend list korang...scan...scan...coz myb tu la sehabat ko dunia akhirat and tu la soulmate ko (myb some of korang tak phm motif aku tulis ni..aku pun tak phm ape aku nak terangkan...pepandai pk k.....hahahahah)
mean of s0ulmate
S0me may find difficult journey to find such fren..some fren ko lost along the way to find the true one...some fren ko tinggalkan for continue ur journey....some fren ko rindu nak contact tp ko ego sbb pk kan kisah lama...some fren yang rindu nak contact ko...tp rasa marah tak hbs lagi....tu la life...n bg aku friendship yang aku ade skrg ni akan kekal dunia akhirat...dieorg la soulmate aku yang aku tak nak ilang smp bile...aku promise akn maintainkan hubungan ni...korangla soulmate aku...thanks guys love u so much...
but aku tau one day ko akan tinggalkan kawan2 ko...or kawan2 ko akan tinggalkan ko untuk teruskan idup masing2...takkan ko nak halang kawan ko bina idup sendiri dah dieorg nak kawin takkan ko nak stop baring depan tempat nikah n ckp langkah mayat aku dulu...n bak kata kawan aku pye mak hubungan ktorg ni takkan ke mana...bukan boleh berkembang pun....hehehehehehe lawak lak bile pk aku ngn kawan2 aku ni lesbian...padahal ktorg ni sikit pun tak pnh bersyg2 maki2 ade la...hahahahhah
when dat time comes....ko shud let kawan ko ngn die pye life...pray hard yg their path of life and cross with urs...and pnh dgr quote cinta tak semestinya memiliki...dah dieorg aku nye soulmate...so aku nak dieorg happy dlm hidup ni even time tu aku dah tak wujud dlm life dieorg mcm sekarang.heheheheh and to wait until the moment come just enjoy every second yang ade and create more memories...so 1 day bile ko miss dieorg gile2 ko still boleh senyum for just to remember the moment....hehehehe and aku rase dah byk gak moment kta collect plus dah byk state kta buat hal..aku rase now time to engrave some moment dekat utara...hahahah
ape lg pack ur back pack..bile2 kt semua need time - off kta gerak where ever kaki nak gerak...aku dun mind janji ade korang....
p/s: aku tau korang tak kan bace pun post ni...sbb aku tak pnh ckp aku write blog...hehehhehehe every one has their own secret
hehehehhe...tak sabar2 aku nak sambung cite pasal kawan aku yg kemaruk cinta ni....aku cite smp mane2 td????ok..ok...i get it already hehehehe pas die dah siap bagai leh lak die ajak aku pg mkn..die ckp papehal aku still kne isi tank aku dlu di buat nye die dump aku cmne....dat part aku agree 100% pandai gak kawan aku ni pk pasal masa depan die nanti..hehehhe aku pun gumbire bukan kepalang aku ni dah nak mati kot tunggu ko siap...dush.
n ktrog pegi la makan dgn hati yg riang...makan pye makan perut dah kenyang kawan aku mtk teman die tunggu cab...aku pun teman la....tetibe aku nampak atas tudung die ALAMAK... ADE KESAN KOTORAN kawan aku pye la panic mane babe ...cni...cni aku tak nampak pun mmgla ko tak nampak atas kepala ko kot...ish die ni kan...terus suh aku snap pic babe aku nak tgk serius mane kotoran ni...aku pun snap...pastu bile die tgk je pic tu aku rase confident level die jatuh merundum bawah dr tapak kaki kot...terus ckp jom balik aku tak de mood...aku pun ckp ape pulak ni...
blindate wit the blindman...
lps balik die pye bebel tok sah la nak ckp...byk sungguh die ckp mcm high ganja ckp 3 jam non stop...aku pun grab tudung die basuhkan....sambil basuh aku lak sambung bebel...YA ALLAH INIKAH DUGAAN HIDUP IF BUKAN JODOH GAK TAK TAU LA NAK KATE....hehehehehe.kawan aku ckp thanks babe aku no thanks aku buat ni nak selamat kan telinga aku dr dengar bebelan ko...telinga ni nak pakai lame spare part tak jual k.....
last2 kuar jugak die hehheheh n berjumpa la mamat blind date die...hope the guy deserve all the hard and pain yg kawan aku ni tempuh nak jumpa die....so here is the lucky guy....jeng..jeng..jeng
lucky guy..??
But the sadness part after they had wonderful time together the guy tak sms or col her anymore...but when she col he pick up the phone and when she asked why u not replying my msg the answer is simple sorry la awk tak de credit...i dun understand what's wrong with the guys nowdays...what u want from the 1st blind date...what u expect us to impress u...my fren just trying her best by being herself...and if u dun like her please be a man by admiting it...ckp je la sorry la dude u not as what i imagine it....so we know our next step...we can move on...i know girls out there every each of one ever experiance bad first date eventhough its not blind date rite....if pk balik knp ade gurl choose laki org coz they are real men to admit what they really feel inside.
p/s: if you read this post please just tell the truth what u really feel towards my fren...if tak suke ckp je jgn nak janji yg bukan2 k...gud nite sweet dream.
Tanggal 30 April 2011 menjadi kenangn buat housemate aku...balik janji temu buta die pye senyum kalah kambing belakang umah atuk aku...nak kate sampai telinga aku rase lebih....
tp bangun pg td die pye muncung kalah depa aku ni....aku pun kompius pompuan ni mood change die mmg unpredictible betul...aku tye la ko ni knp bangun muke stonenye je....die pun ckp mamat aku date smlm tak msg aku pun...
aku encourage die pegi blind date coz she went through hard break up...after all name pun break up mane ade tak hard....so just ask her to have some fun...the story begins like dis...
mamat ni mmg lame dah ushar die but my fren dah byk kali reject of course as a women (chewah...dah women bukan gurl) kne la jual mhl playing hard to get ni best kot...den one day the gurl said yes boleh la kuar date...my fren ni seminggu sebelum dah mimpi2 nak pg date...mcm2 mimpi die ade..tiap kali bangun die ckp aku mimpi mlm td aku pegi date best gile dowh...next nite aku tak pg blind date... sib baik aku menganggur byk space dlm otak aku nak absorb bnd ni...if tak jgn harap aku nak layan...den before tido mamat ni nak ajak aku date tp tak msg aku pun..so tak nak kuar la den 5 minute later die msg aku...huhuhuh jd la nak kuar date...sib baik kawan if tak lama dah aku bg je kaki kat die ni...
messy em0 girl
so the day come....mlm tu dah pilih baju...sib baik saiz tak same if tak habis gak baju aku die godek bg kuar....nak beli baju baru tak mampu so kne la tgk baju ape ade...pakai baju biru takut nampak slut...baju ijau dah byk kali pg date ngn ex pakai baju ni...pakai baju merah tak kne ngn skin...mcm2 la hal...tgk lak kasut pakai kasut tinggi karang jalan mcm itik pulang petang...dah tak nampak ayu..so kne la check out kasut mane yg available...pas ade kasut berkenan di hati check out pulak suar...nak kne tgk suar mane yg nampak slim...segala lemak yg ade perlu disorokkan...1st impression kan penting...to play safe amik jeans itam...
pastu time to sleep..beauty sleep ni penting...besok kne nmpak anggun...den my fren pun tdo dengan penuh lenanya smbil di ulit mimpi...n when she wake up the 1st word...aku tak nak pg date aku mimpi mlm td aku jmp die semua itam rokok yg mamat tu isap pun itam....pujuk pye pujuk last she agree to go....time nak bersiap tu pye la byk dugaan...pakai tudung lilit tak kne baju gosok kedut balik...den lepas gaduh ngn diri die sendiri last2 siap gak...even time tu aku rase nak dekat 3 jam gak die siap...aku ni dah masuk level mls layan..die pye level mcm org nak pg perang..aku senyap je kat tepi perut dah main lagu rock kawan aku sikit pun tak perasan..aku mati pun myb die pk aku tdo blk coz mls layan die..sib baik die phm level sabar aku ni rendah je....
p/s: aku nak kuar date...bukan blind date...jap lg sambung part 2 to continued.....wait if u want to know the ending...
